Like I Do

I can't tell if you care.

Or if you notice
ice cream bars left at my apartment,
hazelnut chocolate,
you said you didn't want it

Do you just want to feel
heat in your palm,
a push on your shoulder

Something?
in your chest,
in your hands,
the lack of rest, clothes full of sand

Am I just fun
someone you go to
when you can't sleep,
basketball, crunching leaves

To you? 
a voice filling an empty room,
crossword puzzles, guitars out of tune,
bagels, gummy bears, sleep in 'till noon

Did those two seconds mean nothing
a handshake, caffeine to stay awake
movies, burnt popcorn, the flowers I gave

to you?
"I don't know what to say,"
a cold walk home, clenching my waist,
salt water, hope, streaming down my face

I have a headache

I've had it for the past three days
warm showers, waiting for
hours,
it won't go away

I can't tell if you care

like I do
a chipped fingernail,
I don't know what I mean to you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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