Light

For so long I've been in a real dark place

Hiding away from the things I couldn't face

Drowning in sadness,enveloped by gloom

Day after day I'd sit alone in my livingroom

Curtains stayed shut,mind closed off too

Nowhere to be,nothing I needed to do

Days and nights merged into one

Didn,t know when one ended or when it begun

Not that it mattered,I didn't care

Wasn't as if I needed to be anywhere

People would come,I didn't answer the door

Eventually they  didn't come anymore

Darkness and sadness had engulfed my soul

Depression had come and swallowed me whole

Being alive had stopped being a pleasure

Life was something I now didn't treasure

But slowly the dark clouds are shifting

The depression and sadness are lifting

Each day I feel able to do a little bit more

My heads getting clearer,my heart is less sore

Things are starting to look a little more bright

I'm half way down the tunnel.......and I'm seein
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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September 1, 2015 at 10:57 AM
Having experienced 'suicide ideology' this really touched me. No worries - I got better and if this true, I know you will too. Great expression of a truly crappy feeling ... CayCay
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