Life On My Own

i spend my time alone and sad, i think of the things that i did have, it makes you cry and feeling blue you start to think that no one loves you, you dream of love and what t means, you want to think its meant to be, to feel so loved and very warm wanting your life to jump along, deapist sorrys and feeling low will someone come and let love flow, trying to smile and feeling good letting people think your feeling good, deep down is all feeling sad in your eyes it tells you that, so many people have killed your past you always no that love dont last, how many days do i have to see without someone there to hold me. only life is all i have, i never thought unloved felt so sad, maybe its me that does things wrong maybe i am scared to bounce along waiting on the hurt to come as i know i will be on my own, guess i need to just wait and see if someone in the world will make me truely happy, want them to hold my hand also to love me and understand i am this way and feel so low till the day you let my love flow, come around and give me a kiss to be honest i do miss this, want to pray and listen to god hope he makes me forget the lot, and carry on for whats in my heart i am a good person and never bad, let god lead you to my little heart if you give me it i will never look back, my prayers are to be loved, i hope some day it does come true, if it happens i will never be blue, never alone and never cry, i will love you till day i die,,,