Life Is So Cold Without You

life is so cold without you i find myself covered in ice under my sheets the heat has all but stopped working the main source of electricity is gone there is no chemistry that's active i have to do everything the old fashion way the drought is getting more obvious i am malnourished and so thirsty for some love community has abandoned me i am a misanthrope by choice as well as force i make a harp out of the cobwebs i play classical variations of the blues if i could see your smiling face once more i'll risk all pants begging you please on bended knees you are my life's decoration there is no use in living if i can't wake up to the Gift of You life is so cold without you i have chipped teeth from the constant chattering the blankets are all worn and shredded my body heat might as well be a block of ice too there is nobody else for me you are the only one who completes very part of me i was so wrong to take you for granted now i'm a mere shell of what you made me to be life is so cold without you i am a tearful tan snowman with a broken heart i do deserve this comeuppance i did my dirt so i am getting it in return i never thought that it would hurt this much i never thought that my emotions could get this raw i'm left to dwell in this igloo moving on has become so hard that i feel stillborn life is so cold without you my eyes are focused on any movement of the door i know the door will stay the same now the weight i put on has now all fallen on me payback's a mother and she's whipping me oh yes indeed she's really burning my hide good i just man up and i take it the next go round i won't so dumb and insecure for one more chance i would do anything for just one look i would go anywhere you say jump...i'll jump...i do not care you took the crown so i'm no longer king life is so cold without you life is so cold without you life is so cold without you life is so cold....without you....