Life Is a Game So Don'T Get Played

What do i do when my world starts to brake and everything i once knew turns out to be fake i stop to look at the decision i have to face but truely i want to get out of this place will it hurt worse then the pain in my heart will it feel like your tearing my body apart will it make me remember or help me forget all the things i did wrong that i just couldnt admit i just want to know why my world doesnt turn and why all i can do is watch it all burn thoughts rush through my head as my eyes fill with tears ive been living a lie for all of these years watching myself die from another point of view theres nothing you can say and theres nothing you can do you dont know what im going thorugh so dont even try you just have to accept that i live to die so now its my chance and im gonna take it i know at life i sucked but hopefully youll make it -Spencer Coggsdale