''Letting Us Go''

I HELD ON SO VERY LONG, THAT I'M SCARED TO LET GO NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO, OR EVEN WHICH WAY TO SHOW , THE WAY I FEEL TWOARD'S YOU, EVEN THOUGH WE BROKE UP SO LONG AGO. EVERY TIME I START TO LET GO , YOU POP UP IN MY LIFE AGAIN. confusing ME ONCE MORE ,PLAYING ME AND LIFE FOR Just pretend. WHEN I WORK MY SELF BACK UP, YOU YOU PUT ME DOWN TO THE GROUND WHEN ALL I WANTED THE WHOLE TIME WAS JUST TO KEEP YOU AROUND. THE ONLY THING I SEEM TO OF FOUND WASONLY HURTING ME 4-EVER BOUND SO IM LETTING YOU GO BEFORE I DROWNED.