Ali Matheny Poet I do not know?

Let's Get Lost

She was a 10 years old
When her life was sold
He hurt her in ways unimaginable
He may have not have been her father
But he was her brothers
He told the 10 year old to get in the bed
Or something would happen to her 1 month brother
The bed was cold
The springs were rusted
Her heart was always filled with love and care
But after that night
She wouldn't dare share
The 10 year old went to school the next day
Without anything to say
Her friends found out
And shunned her out
She told an      
The police were called
She was taken from her mother
Who at that time wouldn't believe her
She stayed at a family members house
A couple days went by
Then she was returned home
The bad guy was found
She still has nightmares to this day
And she has this to say:
"I'm sorry for doing what I knew was wrong
All I wanted was for my brother to be safe."


This is a true story, It's MY story. I hope that all you readers unerstand that I still blame 
myself for what happened that night. I DON'T want your sympathy, I just need friends who 
actually care. Thank You For Reading Let's Get Lost. . . . . .

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Rhia Madison Thomer May 9, 2009 at 6:53 PM very honest and moving, too post this shows how strong you are. its a good piece, and i wish you all the love with mine, madison

John Heck March 8, 2009 at 4:06 PM A tough, brave and powerful write...hope to see some more new postings from you. You are quite talented, Alexz. Peace and happiness always, John

Steve Malebranche December 27, 2008 at 2:59 PM Piece that reaches the depth of your soul...it touches you and makes you put life in perspective...

Breana Wiggins December 16, 2008 at 9:25 AM I will txt u when I get some more min. ok?.... *Breana

Christopher Higgins December 16, 2008 at 9:24 AM Heart wrenching write. I stopped breathing while reading. Thanks for your honesty.

Breana Wiggins December 16, 2008 at 9:10 AM Hey read my new poems how have you been? *Breana

Serenity D'Nae Montgomery December 15, 2008 at 9:02 AM Wow that brot tears to my eyes..

Anna Mayall December 11, 2008 at 3:46 PM ill be your friend look 4 me on myspace......annaMayall

Michaela Payne December 10, 2008 at 6:27 PM well again you can always email me :)

Michaela Payne December 10, 2008 at 6:17 PM Do you have Instant Messanger? I'm sorry that you can't text me, I don't have free texting, but if you have AIM we can chat!

John Loving Iii December 10, 2008 at 5:08 PM your slick, arn't you? jhl

Derrick Burton December 10, 2008 at 4:54 PM any poem about a humans life is depp and interesting, there is a sadness to every story you told us since you arrived on poetry soup, thank god you found poetry soup though, let goe and let your next poem reflect something good or more positive.

John Loving Iii December 10, 2008 at 4:45 PM i'm back. this is why you cut yourself. for the guilt you feel for this.if you don't find other memories to replace this. dont you think your wrong for having a girl friend? it's inapropriate and don't act like you don't know what i mean. meannie? yes i'm mean. but i don't want to hurt you i want to heal you. of it ALL! jhl

Stephen Forcier December 10, 2008 at 4:11 PM i am proud of you for being able to come to terms with this,and being brave enough to write about it. steve

Robin L. Gass December 10, 2008 at 3:26 PM The person that did those horrible things is wrong. It is good that you are writing about it. I hope that you have someone to talk about this with. It won't be easy but in time you will heal. You helped keep your brother safe. Try to remember that when you start feeling guilty. When he is old enough to understand what happened he will be grateful to you. Pray for direction and for people you can trust to help you learn to deal with these feelings. How's Justin doing? Keep writing. Love Robin

Michaela Payne December 10, 2008 at 2:54 PM Hey girl! this is a very bold write, so glad that you got it all out though. I really enjoyed this, thanks for telling me about it!! Love to you! ~Michaela~

Breana Wiggins December 10, 2008 at 1:34 PM To answer your questions I will be getting my cell phone back on Saturday and I live in Cleveland. Where do you live?

Breana Wiggins December 10, 2008 at 1:23 PM It's me again. I'm 16 also.

Steven Coleman December 10, 2008 at 11:51 AM Takes a lot of courage to write about something so personal, it's a very deep poem. I'm sure you've touched a lot of lives, and there are a lot of lives left to be touched =). You said in your poem you want friends who care, so looke me up if you ever want someone to talk to :D. Take care!

John Loving Iii December 10, 2008 at 11:49 AM i dont blame you. we have some bad people. but when God puts us to the test it's with fire. and when God gives us a job we have to do it. maybe that's why . i'm out of time john

Samantha Watts December 10, 2008 at 11:13 AM Ali!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i luvs you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and was not your fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John Rhinem December 10, 2008 at 10:38 AM "Hello Again Precious Alexandria!"~I accidently erased my earlier comment unto yourself dear young lady~But as I said, never blame yourself for others evil ways! Yet, rise above these things, and turn their darkness' into your own light for others to be blessed with, as the days of your precious life unfold!~Keep your eyes on the bright~Surround yourself with the light~And 'never' look back! And, "Have A Very Beautiful Day Dear young Lady~Love To You & All Your Loves, Always, John!"~Bye:)

Chris Kane Jr. December 10, 2008 at 10:13 AM you should not blame yourself for things like that. what happened to you was terrible but you are still here. i will not pretend i understand your pain or your anger. but i would ask that you do not dwell on the past but be strong for a better today. you can dwell forever but that is no way to live. it destroys you. take it from one who knows as my dwelling is destroying me...trust me you dont want that. soon your chance to start over will come. and that to me sounds like just what you need now

Laurie Ginn December 10, 2008 at 9:41 AM enough to make it happen but like I said its your choice...loveudo, Laurie

Laurie Ginn December 10, 2008 at 9:40 AM same wrong decisions over and over. Even when you feel like your sanity has been restored your subconcious will not let it go. Your writings are very dark and some people just enjoy it but maybe you're stuck in it. You have decisions to make. Its a hard choice because the pain can become all to real again that's one reason I suggest counseling so you will not feel alone. But to stay thinking you are all better just because it is in the past is wrong. Fight for healing Alexz, you're tough

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