Let Me Be Myself

Please let me be myself and Let me be who Christ Called me to be even if You refuse to believe Are your good conversations So filled with ignorance that You were insulting me in your heart Before you even call me phone If you're not around me everyday Please don't bother calling me anyway Your evil blame games are so played out That my adulthood doesn't even want You around Me anymore that your words are such A cold sore I've seen what those things Look like and I hope I never see them Just like you made every excuse Every blame not to see me I've seen you disrespect women Daddy So how would you know how to Respect your own female child You've had children by 3 different women So how can you show me What stability is You've had sex wherever you laid Your hat And had me But you still insult Treating me as is I was your mistake When to Christ, I wasn't just Another one your babies