Let It Go

People keep telling me let it go let it go, But they’re the same person they’re not a ghost, didn’t get to an age an see their personality roast, It’s just a story not hard hitting consequence, just incidents they don't see the evidence, they’re not a victim a changed person for the worse targeted by minds perverse. They didn’t confront faces turn power mad, assert control you are helpless to as it all turns bad, shape your reputation and character image, those justified cowards acting out of self placed “right”. They didn’t feel helpless inside, I died inside, I lost my stride, they see it to but the reasons they deny, when I had nothing left turning to friends laugh accuse lies I'm creaking inside as they shout attention seeking through ignorance, add to the sly, no one took my side, not a benefit of the doubt, they just helped push me down, what's that about!? kick them out, acknowledge I’m messed up but refuse the reasons I provide, what I lie, out my mind? I'm trying to talk they don’t listen pointing out what they think I’m missing! Do you remember the person I was that you could have saved but instead dismissed and laughed at how I behaved? You should of helped showed understanding as to how I felt, the hand my reality dealt, but instead said I was making it up making out it was worse joke joke yeah I’m insanity about to put you all in a hearse, worst case scenario that you could have stopped, I’m alone in this world cus I know they don’t care, you still think I should let it go, not get involved, I just told you what will be? Take it serious, it's serious, not let it go, For god sake help me, it’s not let it go it’s get it resolved, I’m feeling my sane dissolve. Save your own and help save this soul, cus if I flip I will resolve with bullet holes your heads, leave dead, let it go let it go, let's see how that goes, we'll all be a ghost. Doesn't matter now, well wait and see, you gona make me your dread. Want to lead me you don't believe, want to lead me you don't listen, I can see us all go missing. I stand by you through and through you disrespect me like you do. It's nothing it's nothing, NO! It's nothing to you, I'm nothing to you! You're nothing to me go go! Leave my life you've no use, I'm just your use, using me, Care? Are you there? They don't care, I swear. Thanks for isolation. 12 years ago they said let it go, it doesn't matter, how much further can sanity go!! You're killing me! I'll let go!!