Let Go

I love you more than words can tell. Without you I go through hell. Hanging on to what you said. I lie awake in my bed. Crash and burn; stuck in my head. My mind so full of dread. Wondering if it's me you'll choose. Or if I'm the one who's left to lose. The feelings I have keep growing. If it's not me, let me down now. Because at this point I can't help showing. Or at least I'm not sure how. To stop these feelings from towing. From the depths of my heart I give you this vow. I will love you unconditionally. I will love you for eternity. I'll keep you safe. Because it's me you saved. So please pick me. Or leave me be. I can't take the torment. These feelings hit like torrents. Please let me know. Is this real or should I just let go?