Lesson Not Learned

I thought about everything
walking down a dark hall
then I thought maybe I should expose
my feelings on paper taped to the wall
I have a sickness no cure no drugs
I am comforted by a thought my wrists bleeding blood
bloody dark sticky ooze
covering years of pain and emotional abuse
closed eyes deep breaths sharp pains in my chest
never a right answer always wrong I guess
where is love what is a friend
one mistake never forgiven
one wrong turn that's why its dead end
this place just gets darker the light never begins
don't want to be alone just need to get help
all my joy has gone only hurt is felt
caught in my own quick sand depression
if there's anything I learned life's one big lesson
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Mehta Avatar
September 23, 2010 at 4:27 AM
Yes very serious thinking on life is one big lesson, Serenity
Baker Avatar
September 22, 2010 at 11:50 PM
thank you i find it helps to write out my sad feelings i really try to describe how i feel or what i would do if i didn't have a life worth living because sometimes life makes people feel that way but sadness can really make just as beautiful a poem as love....you know?
Nubani Avatar
September 22, 2010 at 11:43 PM
Deep powerful write.... i really enjoyed it the way you expressed your idea is wonderful :) Good luck
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