Leftover Air

I know I'm second-hand 
Filtered out to feed ur addictions
It's bad for my health
But I can't help relapsing over the touches
They take the cigarettes to their lips 
and blow the leftovers at me 
And I inhale with everything I have 
I'm out  of breath 
But when im with them
It feels like something to live on 
I'm an addict for the 2nd hand 
I can't avoid it as it blows through me
Around me 
Hazing everything I used to be familiar with
It becomes a part of my bad habits
My new form of oxygen 
Different from the one I was taught about 
I'm second-hand
And I hate that my lungs are worse than u thought
It burns when I think about it 
I shouldn't have gone
I promised I'd stay away 
Find something to give me purpose again 
But turns out it's all I'm good for 
A product of what I was made of
2nd hand on what I grew up on
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