Leave the Scars

The sunlight was falling between peaks of veil-like beams
I felt your presence surrounding me
As thunder clashes it's majesty unseen
Helpless I fell to my knees

Why can I only remember your strength 
Your deeds of valiance when lives were in need?
Years of hunger famished for hope
Why now when another seeks to ride your steed?

I miss you and It's not fair to him
He's loving kind and true
He's beautiful like the morning mist hovering over mountains
When I look at our children I know, still he will never be you

Tonight I sit by candlelight staring up at the moon
Craving so pathetically just to talk with you
Gazelles they dance on precipice steep... no fear
And I... Trembling terrified of betraying two

How do I keep breathing tell me?
Draw for me the answers in the stars
You can play now among the black holes and galaxies 
Just heal my wounds though you must leave the scars

You know he wants to marry me
In his eyes there's a love I've never known
Was it my capability to trust that you took from me
That now renders this choice not my own?

He draws me close I push away
He gives me space come back I say
A beautiful mess his every dream come true
Although I don't really know to whom 
... they wonder why I pray
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Lamoureux Avatar
May 26, 2014 at 7:50 AM
This is undeniable! You should repost, now that more people have come to appreciate your work. I'm glad I found it. Bravo.
Virden Avatar
May 27, 2014 at 1:45 AM
Thank you Richard, sorry no new poem yet.... Working on it though. Looking forward to visiting your page too. Be well my friend. Hugs
Adams Avatar
October 31, 2013 at 8:42 PM
what a beautiful poignant write...I have been there myself so I can relate...love your use of images in this piece as well as what it has to say...
Virden Avatar
November 5, 2013 at 10:32 PM
Sandra, dear friend, thank you. Waiting with bated breath to read your next poem... Hugs always
Tacito Avatar
October 16, 2013 at 9:31 AM
A need to embrace security's illusion. A want for a certainty in the uncertain winds. A need to hold onto a ghost one more time. Incredibly expressed. Poignant & powerful.
Virden Avatar
October 21, 2013 at 2:23 AM
Your comment humbled me to no end With tender gratitude ....thank you Drake
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