Lately

Lately my mind been so gone
My heart been so cold
The stress through my body
Taking each breath slowly
Its only so much i can hold!

I just want to be left alone
Nobody is understanding me
Ive been feeling so down
Hurting like crazy...

Nobodys there! nobodys to be found!
I could keep trying to push through
But my heart cant take anymore
I dont know what else to do

I lean to reach to the nearest person to me
But they always seem to be busy
I guess thats hard for them to see

But what i watch
It hurts me more than what i can bare
& i smile in yall face
Just to hide it all away

I wanted to be someone one day
But my life wasnt meant to go that way
Now yall see!, heres my life!
& so yall know, this wasnt always me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012


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Date: 10/26/2012 2:13:00 PM
You write really beautiful - thanks for sharing your poem. - Hope your weekend will be beautiful!! Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 10/25/2012 6:40:00 PM
Powerful write Thanks for sharing Jodie Q
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Date: 10/24/2012 7:50:00 PM
Very good read.
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Date: 10/10/2012 1:00:00 PM
You found another friend dear Mariah..anytime you need to talk..that's what poetry soup is about "family." Excellent write here!!
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Date: 10/10/2012 3:36:00 AM
Welcome to P-Soup Mariah! You write very well, I like your poem. - Hope you'll have great pleasure to share your poems here with us. - Have a nice day. - oxox love Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 10/9/2012 8:35:00 PM
sad write ,you have a friend here at PSoup one love annie
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Date: 10/9/2012 8:46:00 PM
thank you
Date: 10/9/2012 8:34:00 PM
sad write ,you have a friend here at PSoup one love annie
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