Last Year, a Dream???

Too many good and bad times in the back of my mind, wanna leave alll that drama behind too many girls came n left in 2009 all i really wanted was committment, but none of those girls was ever feeling it, so now that everytime i search and try to see, fearing that ill never find a woman that wont hurt me, ill admit last year wasnt really that successful tryin to get with girls that i thought was regrettable, now im searching for that right one in 2010 and hopefully that right one will give me hope again, cause everything aint what it seems i just wish last year was a dream...