Last Will

my head s spand i can’t think well… it’s hard being in this situation… ‘because i think i’m surrounded with bells… banging my head, hurts a lot… but it is what i always got… oh so sad… i feel so so sad… my body shouts, with great pain… but my head keeps saying, continue your game… oh my poor body… can’t understand what my head is saying… i end up sleeping… sleeping?… not actually, i’m half asleep because my head is now shouting… wake up! wake up! that’s what is said… and my poor body was forced to move… so sad… oh so sad… what if my body break out…. that would be so bad.. this full exhaustion, really hurts me bad… it affect my emotion.. now I'm turning numb… Oh GOD help me… help me not fall down… bless me with your love and show kindness to all. this will make me happy, in time I bid goodbye… seeing my LOVEONES, succeeded in life… and if that time comes… oh please Lord God… let them not to forget me… let them see my sacrifices… let them see my love for them… so that they may be able to see… how I shared my life with them… and how i LOVE them with all my heart… I wish that they may see how I changed their lives… and that they will realized how much they needed and loved me.. goodbye… I love you all… LOVE, Amour Krezha A. Cordova