LAKES ASSOCIATES LTD STOP ACCESSING PROTECTED DATA JAMAICA UNITED KINGDOM
WATCHING THIS JAMAICAN DRUG SMUGGLERS IDENTITY FRAUD HACK INTO AMERICAN CULTURE HOSPITAL SYSTEMS IN TAMPA THE INSURANCE FRAUD MEDICAL FRAUD PROPERTY FRAUD MORTGAGE FRAUD REALESTATE FRAUD WIRE FRAUD MAIL FRAUD DATA BREACHES CYBER ATTACKS FROM CANADA AUSTRAILIA TO JAMAICAN MINNESOTA MICHIGAN GITMO MY ATTACKERS BEING HOUSED WITH BIN LADENS FOLLOWERS ISIS TALIBAN YEMEN HOUSED AT GITMO WATER BOARDING EXILED AMAZING DATA BREACHES TARGETING WATER TREATMENTS PLANTS STRAIGHT AWAY INTO LIVERPOOL MONMOUTH GWENT MY STALKERS OBSESSED WITH MY IDENTITY MY SPOUSE'S IDENTITY WHO IS LAKES ASSOCIATES LTD A SHELL COMPANY CONTROLLED BY JAMAICAN IDENTITY THIEVES SMUGGLING FROM CANADA TO JAMAICA AUSTRAILIA INTO UNITED KINGDOM THE MANY SIGNATURES FROM THE TORTURE AT GITMO THE REASONS SPECIAL AGENT ROBERT LEVINSON WAS KIDNAPPED ON KISH ISLAND HOW MUCH WATER WAS WASTED ON WATER BOARDING GITMO'S RESIDENTS THE PRIVATE THINK TANKS CLOTH DOWN THIER THROATS AFTER STARVATION FINGERNAILS REMOVED ELECTRIC SHOCK FINALLY CLOTH SACK OVER THE HEADS DROWNING GURGLING NO AIR SO MUCH WATER TORTURE ON AMERICAN SOIL SUICIDES WATER COOL CALM VIOLENT WATER DROWNING A STANDING MAN MANY WERE INNOCENT DETAINED AWAITING TO BE SENT BACK TO THIER COUNTRIES AFTER 911 OF COURSE THESE TERRORIST HOUSED TOGETHER FORMING THIER OWN PERFECT UNION OF TARGETS AS I LAY ON A SLAB WITHIN THE MOUNTAINS OF AFGHANISTAN I AM BLIND FOLDED FINE LINEN SOFT TURKISH TEAL FABRIC THE MEETING OF THE MINDS I SUPPOSE MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK OFFICERS I FELT SICK YOU KNOW INSIDE HOSTAGE SITUATIONS COPS WORKING SECURITY FOR THE DEALERS AND GANG LEADERS PROVIDING RIOT GEAR TO THE DEALERS TO STAND OFF WITH THE FBI KILLING THE RAT INSIDE ME THE PREGNANT RAT INSIDE PANTING HOLDING BACK TEARS AFRAID TO TOUCH MY OWN UNBORN CHILD SHOW NO EMOTIONS NO COMPASSIONS FOR MY OWN FETUS CONNECTED TO ME BY UMBILICAL CORD CONNECTED TO ALL THESE WIRES RED WHITE YELLOW GREEN BROWN I BEGAN FEELING LIKE THE WIRES WAS MELTING HER BRAIN WHAT IF I GO INTO LABOR IN THIS PLACE OF KILLERS THE WIRES WOULD BE EXPOSED THE WIRES REPRESENTED EMTIONAL BOMBS MENTAL BOMBS OF INTEL DATA BEING STORED AS I OBSERVED THEE UNTHINKABLE DEEP INSIDE MY OWN INSANITY I BELIEVED I WOULD BE KILLED WEARING WIRES ON MY WOMB MY HEART RACING I HEAR MY FETUS HEARTBEAT WILL THE FBI COME INSIDE AND REMOVE THE FBI PROPERTY BEFORE THE CORONER REMOVES MY DEAD BODY I AM SITTING HERE WATCHING A GUNMAN PERPARE LARGE AMOUNTS OF COCAINE FOR ME TO BUY WITH FBI MARKED MONEY AND I AM STUCK WONDERING HOW MY DEAD BODY COULD BE REMOVED WITHOUT EXPOSING THE WIRES I REALIZED THEN MY FETUS WOULD BE SHOT INSTANTLY I AM IMAGING SO MUCH BLOOD AND WATER THAT I ACTUALLY PISSED MY PANTS I GLANCE OUT THE WINDOW THE MAYORS OFFICES IN VIEW BOBBY THOMPSON CHIEF ERNEST FISHER INCLUDING DETECTIVE RICHARD MCKISSICK MY ATTACKERS CATRINA BELL MCKISSICK HER UNCLE ALL THE OFFICERS WHO ANSWERED MY CALLS WHEN I WAS BEING ABUSED BY MY HUSBAND SOMETIMES THEY DIDN'T COME RIGHT AWAY SO I TRAINED RUNNING TRACK WITH THE CADETS EVERY MORNING SO I COULD RUN TO THE POLICE DEPARTMENT HE WOULD CHASE ME IN A RAGE BEATING ME WHILE I BANGED ON THE GLASS DOOR FUNNY HOW LIFE IS I NEVER DREAMED I WOULD BE WIRED UP PREGNANT MY MIND WOULD ESCAPE THE HOSTAGE SITUATIONS FORCING MYSELF TO FEEL NUMB EMPTY HEART RACING SHEER PANIC THAT FOLLOWED ME BACK TO THE FBI CARS IT FOLLOWED ME TO LABOR AND DELIVERY IT FOLLOWED ME EVERY WAKING HOUR OF EVERYDAY AND YOU KNOW WHAT I HATED IT I HATED MYSELF FOR BEING ABUSED BEING FORCED INTO THIS COMPLETE HORROR THERE WAS NO ESCAPING THE COMPLETE EMOTIONAL MENTAL TOIL THAT WOULD SHATTER MY EXISTANCE COPING COPING COPING I WAKE UP TO SEVERE NIGHT TERRORS RELIVING WHAT CAUSED PANIC TO LAND ON MY CHEST YOU CAN'T PREPARE YOURSELF FOR PANIC DISORDER SO I HAVE TO ENDURE EVERY TRAUMATIC EVENT RATHER I WANT TO OR NOT EVEN ON MEDICATION IT'S WAITING ON A CLEAR SHOT TO TRIGGER FEAR AND PANIC AND THERE IT IS ON LIKE CHICKEN BONE LOOKING BACK AT MY FOUR KIDS SEATED WITH SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH I SHOULD BE GOING OVER WHAT TO SAY WE THE DEALER OPENS THE HOSTAGE DOOR HEY WHAT'S KNOWING MY MIND IS HOLDING ONTO THE IMAGE CAUSE I MIGHT NOT SEE THEM AGAIN RIOT GEAR LINED THE WALL BUCKETS OF LYE THE TUB COVERED I WANT TO VOMIT BUT I CAN'T GET SICK IN HERE I AM PREGNANT I THINK MAYBE I AM MAKING SOME SICK DIFFERENCE HELPING THE FBI TAKE DOWN COPS WHO SELL LARGE AMOUNTS OF COCAINE TO PREGNANT WOMEN WE WERE LAB RATS I COULD ACTUALLY SMELL RATS FROM ABBOTTS NEW DRUGS BREWING EVERY MORNING MANY RESIDENTS WERE CONTAMINATED ALREADY LIKE 100 NEW CANCER PATIENTS LOW BIRTH WEIGHT PREGNANCY NEWBORNS JUNK SICK I THOUGHT I AM ONLY ONE PERSON MAKING ONLY A DIFFERENCE TO MYSELF MY FAMILY BUT I COULDN'T ABANDON THIS OPERATION THAT BEGAN AT THE WATER TREATMENT PLANT MY HUSBAND FAILED LIE DETECTOR OVER AN ARSON MURDER THE FBI TOLD ME HE AND CIRO GARGANO COMMITTED THEE ULTIMATE I NEEDED MY CHILDREN SAFE SAFE SINGING MY GIRL WITH SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH OR NO DEAL THE RISK TO MYSELF MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND WAS SO JUNKSICK ACTUALLY BEGAN TAKING HALF OF THE COCAINE FOR HIS OWN PERSONAL SELF BEATING THE HELL OUT OF ME HE TORTURED ME BECAUSE HE WAS JUNKSICK EMOTIONALLY FORCED TO CONTINUE I PRAYED FOR MY AMERICAN FAMILY MY HUSBAND KICKED OUT OF THE ARMY WITH A NOTHING TO LOSE ATTITUDE INVOLVED IN AN ARSON MURDER THAT KILLED 8 PERSONS HE WAS AFRAID OF WHAT I KNEW I ONLY NEEDED MY KIDS SAFE FROM WRATH MY HUSBAND WAS NOW A FULL BLOWN TERRORIST AGAINST ME HE WOULD HIDE COCAINA FROM THE AGENTS WHEN THEY DROPPED US OFF HE WOULD BEGONE FOR DAYS USING THE DRUGS WITH TRASHY WOMEN IT MADE HIM FEEL IMPORTANT HE WOULD RETURN JUST IN TIME FOR THE NEXT FBI DRUG BUY BEATING ME FOR ANY MONIES SO HE COULD SCORE MORE COKE SINCE WE WERE BUYING SO MUCH COKE FOR THE FBI DEALERS BELIEVED HE WAS IN THE BIG LEAGUE BUT HE WAS JUST ANOTHER TWO BIT JUNKIE I HAD NO CHOICE HE EVEN GOT THE COPS TO FRONT HIM SOME COKE HE RAN OFF SMOKING CRACK THE COPS WERE ANGRY THEY NEEDED THIER DRUG MONIES SO THEY TRIED TO KNOCK DOWN MY DOWN CHASING MY HUSBAND INTO THE BUILDING HE WAS HIDING IN A NEIGHBORS APARTMENT COMPLETE TERROR NO EASY DAY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNKSICK COPS VERY TRAUMATIC RELIVING THIS AMERICAN NIGHTMARE COPING THROUGH THE YEARS EVEN AFTER 911 I FELT LIKE A SUICIDE BOMBER YOUNG MOTHER WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION GATHERING INTEL DATA THAT COULD LITERALLY EXPLODE HUMAN LIVES A EMOTIONAL MENTAL BOMB TICKING 4 DECADES IT WAS 1985 MY VERY FIRST GUN BUY WITH SPECIAL AGENT ALAN KING ABOUT FOUR MONTHS PREGNANT MORNING SICKNESS HE MADE SURE I UNDERSTOOD WHAT MY HUSBAND HAD DONE WITH CIRO GARGANO WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI KELP THE MAFIA FROM KILLING US SO I WAS IN AND I CAN NEVER GET OUT ALIVE THEY WON'T ALLOW IT THROUGH THE YEARS I WAS PLEASED MY CHILDREN WERE RIDING WITH SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH WHY I SO AFRAID OF LEAVING MY KIDS TO BE KIDNAPPED BY JAMAICAN TERRORIST FEMALE MY PUNISHMENT FOR WORKING FOR THE FBI I WONDER I PRAY I WONDER WHAT IF I WAS KILLED INSIDE THE WIRES ON MY UNBORN CHILD THE FBI AGENTS TRYING TO FIND HOMES FOR MY FOUR OTHER CHILDREN IN THE CAR NIGHT TERROR FOCUSING ON THE HERE AND NOW YOU'RE HOME NOW BUT MY HEART IS STILL PANTING MY PHYSICAL BODY CONSTANTLY REACTING TO THIS FEAR I HERE THE VOICES MY HUSBAND SPITTING STUTTERING WHEN HE TALKS INSTRUCTING ME WHAT TO SAY OR MIND MY OWN BUISNESS WHEN HE'S CUTTING THE COCAINE MAKING SURE HE KEEPS THE POWERFUL DRUGS FOR HIMSELF TODAY HE CAN NEVER STOP USING NOW THE GRADE A AMERICAN DRUGS HE'S IMMUNED TO AT THIS POINT FOR ME I GET MY KICKS ON ANTI DEPRESSANTS KLONOPIN LEXAPRO BUISPERIONE LAMOTIGINE SOMETIMES I HAVE TO BE SEDATED TO CONTROL MY PANIC DISORDER PTSD ANXIETY DISORDER UNCONTROLLABLE CRYING ENOUGH TO MAKE IT TO ANOTHER DOCTORS APPOINTMENT PHARMACY RUSHING HOME BEHIND MY MAROON DRAPES COPING EVERYDAY I STILL HEAR MY FETUS HEARTBEATS I AM AN AMERICAN I AM SAFE
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