Killing Myself

Go kill yourself that is all I heard at school
But I can’t I have a family 
It would take all my sorrows and trials away forever 
My mom would be left to be alone without me 
No more sadness or verbal abuse
Satan would have won
My emotions would have left me forever
The angels would have to let me fall
My horrible body would be gone
My relationships would all end forever
To many voices and to many lies
Everyone says they get it and they will help
No one understands me and my problems
Only one person understands me
And that person isn’t strong enough
I am not strong enough
All I wanted was a friend 
Is that too much to ask
I am alone in a world of seven billion people
I guess im not worth much

Good bye forever
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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April 1, 2016 at 11:16 PM
nice to see this one again, Garrett. LINDA
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May 19, 2015 at 10:13 AM
Garrett, this is a sad poem. I hope it's only a poem. This place is a great place to express yourself in any which way you like. It heals certain emotions. HUGS. By the way this is A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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May 18, 2015 at 11:23 AM
Garrett, back here again. thank you so much for the compliment. Means a lot, coming from a new poet. I hope the character in this poem's fictional. But, in case he//she's real. I'd like to be his/her friend. I can't believe others are so inconsiderate of others. No one should ever give in to the hurt. It's better to have a weak friend than no friend at all. The world is corrupted. We are programmed to think and feel less of ourselves. This is a great poem. Glad I came back for a second scan. SK
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May 18, 2015 at 1:16 PM
Thank you this means a lot and I will admit this is one of many poems I have written of my experiences I am happy that someone cares and likes it
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May 18, 2015 at 10:38 AM
Garrett, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
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