Kicking the Apple Far From the Tree

over and over why did you leave me? over and over over and over over and over why did you bang my head against the ground? was it my head that you were banging or was it the ghosts you were chasing your neverending chase of ghosts keeps trying to coincide with my bipolar mind but i wont let it i can conquer this and try to restore oneness and unity because that's alot of what bipolar is.... its separation chaos disorder don't get me wrong, mother and father I love you I understand you you were simply reflecting the insanity of capitalism that you tried so hard to fight and the higher power, whatever you want to call it love, mercy, justice, truth the hope of all humanity is helping me forgive you and kick that apple so damn far from that tree.