Keep It Hidden

I'm sitting on the side of this cliff, Looking down into the emptiness, I know I am alone but what if, I was not so god damn hideous. Maybe I should not have gotten up today, And all of a sudden, I stand up and try to keep these feelings at bay, I need to keep them hidden. Cause I can't let anyone see them, Need to pretend to be dreaming of going far. Buts thats why you are reading this poem, Even though it seems so bizarre. But I can't guarantee, That I won't just recede.