Just To Say a Word

It's been here all of my life
my tongue has fought this
to get words formed so to speak
what if I could speak without a miss

Now nearly three score years and ten
at times one feels forward so slight
reminisce of that school first day
would I ever get over it? I might!

Frustration has been mostly in charge
pulling me up, down round about
the tongue has struggled full of nerves
anxiety fills me so many a doubt

Therapy has come my way again
so often in past been there before
this has to be the last chance
writing a poem to calm upon a roar

Just to say a word hits a stammer
don't panic just slow soft and speak
live with hope never to give up
go on, look up, hey try some Greek!

(I have written this to convey my inward feeling of where I am just now, always seeking to move forward despite the hindrances of my stammer and looking for divine intervention.)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Delaney Avatar
February 23, 2020 at 1:27 PM
Your words flow through your pen Gordon: I don’t know the mechanics of stuttering but if that is your dream and you get the right treatment you can’t fail. Be of good cheer. SuZ
Mcconnell Avatar
February 23, 2020 at 2:27 PM
Hi SuZ, thanks for your kind words, the stutter has many ups and downs through the years but it's more good than bad since last year's 9 months of therapy.Hope all is well with you and look forward to read more from your pen. Blessings always,Gordon
Radice Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 12:06 PM
Beautifully expressed through words.
Mcconnell Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 1:24 PM
Hi Gary, thanks for your kind words and glad you enjoyed it. Blessings,Gordon
Chiri Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 6:08 AM
Oh no Gordon! Your speech is wonderful just slow down and know it won't happen over night! Lol yea try Greek! Haha! It may not seem like it but I'm always just a soup mail away my friend! Slow and steady always wins the race remember that and know I'm here for you no matter what!;) hugs!
Chiri Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 4:39 PM
Always an email away my dear friend!;)
Mcconnell Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 11:06 AM
Hi Brenda, Glad you liked it and thanks for your continual encouragement, you're such a blessed friend and encourager. I will be more regular with you on SM whenever trouble slips me up blessings and hugs always, Gordon
Mcintosh Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 5:00 AM
Very well written... I always found it difficult to communicate with words until my latter years... then it came by itself. Bless you always, Dear friend.
Mcconnell Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 11:03 AM
Hi Regina, Glad you liked it and that communication came to you later in life. Have a blessed weekend, Gordon
Adams Avatar
October 31, 2019 at 9:02 PM
I always felt writing was good therapy, to ease the pain and put some perspective on the situation ... good penning my friend, i could feel the emotion in this one... hugs :)
Mcconnell Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 3:56 AM
Hi Sandy, Glad you felt the emotion of this one and you enjoyed it as well as knowing the value of writing is good therapy.hugs and blessings, Gordon
Sands Avatar
October 31, 2019 at 6:20 PM
Well expressed Gordon! I wish you the best :)
Mcconnell Avatar
November 1, 2019 at 3:54 AM
Hi Heidi, Thanks for your good wishes and glad you liked it too. Blessings, Gordon
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