Just So I'M With You

As I close my eyes and try to remember your face A darkness comes I can't seem to erase I sit in silence just to hear your voice But the noise of how my life has changed is the only thing I can hear My heart has let go, for feeling are too far gone But my mind holds on remembering a smile For I have no hope to hold on to now And I'm stuck in limbo praying for hell Heaven never last With hell wrapped around like a cast You did what I told you to do Left no doubt of what you wanted to do The only question I have left Is what happen to the man I saw that day The beautiful words you called to say You loved me For that I have no doubt and in all my years I thought pain had nothing left to teach me But pain taught me love wasn't enough So I come home to stare into brown eyes That saved me countless times To find death has taken hold To the last thing that had my soul And with all the dying I've been trying to see the reason of love But all that is left is pictures of days in the past When happiness seemed to last Now like countless times before I see my self wishing for the past even more Reaching with empty arms For something I can't have back And with you both my skin still can feel your touch My lips fear to have lust For they fit perfect with you But death had to claim you In that moment I saw my love was true So let me not fear this knife With it's cold blade of truth Let me feel the blood From the heart that bleeds for you For if death can take you Then it can come for me too Rejoin us in heaven or hell Just so I'm with you