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Just one of many things

Catching me out and truly unexpected
Flashbacks that only bring tears to mind
Children so powerless, no happiness to see
Left in the darkness to fear night and sleep

Nowhere to run, no one to care for them
Cold blooded man with no heart or love
Chillies for breakfast more punishment for tea
Strappings and cruelty, their harsh reality 

Forced to watch and too scared to cry
Strength inside but fear in our eyes, 
Never show weakness, take it on the chin
Secretly hoping he pays for his sins

So much fear, sadness and guilt
Fear of not standing up to his build
Sadness for the horrible things indured
Guilt I wear for not making this stop

Life has many challenges, we all know
I should have dealt with mine years ago
Instead I just pushed it so far below
Locked deep out of sight, out of mind

Letting this all impact on my life 
Feelings subtle in the background
Slowly eating at my heart and soul
Preventing me from being whole

So this is a new promise to myself
Finally remove it all from the shelf
No more will it comfortably be dormant
Day by day I will sweep it all out

This is a journey....'A Road about to be driven' 

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Date: 12/29/2012 6:09:00 AM
wonderful write Shaz,love it,have a happy new year oxox
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Date: 12/21/2012 3:05:00 PM
This brought me back to my childhood and feeling powerless. I really related to this poem.
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Date: 12/9/2012 5:40:00 AM
Forgiveness whether deserved or not is your key to freedom. Not only forgiveness for others but also forgiving yourself. Forgive and let go and God will heal you heart and soul. Good expression of your past and your present. May you forgive all and let God bring you peace. Sincerly bobb
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Date: 12/9/2012 4:21:00 AM
powerful and emotional write wishes...
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Date: 12/8/2012 11:29:00 PM
Excelent! The feelings are really coming thru in this write. Very nice...Though to sad to smile...Oh,heck..I'll give it a try! :o) There!...Aaahhhhh!
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