Just Can'T Stop

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I don’t know what I’m here for. I feel like I’m falling, And I just can’t stop. I can see myself spiraling, But I just can’t stop. Endlessly downward, My life seems to be going. No looking forward, I feel like exploding. Just can’t stop. I’m watching this world pass me by, And I just can’t figure out why. My money I keep blowing, And I just can’t stop. Weed I keep on loading, But I just can’t stop. Sleep deprivation Is getting the best of me. Along with depression, How can this be? Just can’t stop. I’m on an endless roller-coaster ride. I just can’t get off; I’ve tried. Up, down, twists and turns, And I just can’t stop. Going so fast it burns, But I just can’t stop. Too fast, I’m going to have to bail. Get a body cast, I’m going to derail. I just can’t stop. Just can’t stop. 11/17/02