Just Because I Said I Do

Oh the woe, for woe is me,
I said, "I do" to a teacher-to-be!
I tried to marry my best friend,
Now strapped to him, I stand condemned.

I support him with my soulless jobs,
Counting beans with business snobs.
He sacrificed much time, unpaid,
Which I picked up and played the maid.

I followed him to this world's other end
To help his job search better fend.
We put our future plans on hold,
Which shrivel up as I grow old.

Stress puts me in a place of dread
As I lay sleepless in my bed
While horrors dance inside my head:

Will he ever get full-time work?
Where will we be next fall?
Tomorrow, will he get the call?
Will I ever get to meet the children in my dreams?
Will we ever get off this one-bedroom floor?
If only he...
If only...
If only...

And just as I begin to cry,
I stop myself, and ponder why...
Why endure the torture?

Because I love that man of mine
More than my words would dare define.
And why not do the world a favor?
To be the change, we must be braver
Than most who seek the ladder climb
Who care not but for their own time.

Why not contribute to the needed suture?
Why not invest in childrens' future?
He could be someone's liberation
As an educator of a generation.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Mehta Avatar
February 21, 2014 at 4:55 AM
Great write and congrats on the fine win, nicole
A  Avatar
February 20, 2014 at 12:05 AM
Nicole, CONGRATULATIONS, I had fun reading this... I posted a few fun pictures, on my latest blog, http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_blogs/blog_detail.aspx?BlogID=20799&PoetID=17922 Enjoy and stop by if you like. Love ~SKAT~
Crenshaw Avatar
February 6, 2014 at 11:28 PM
Yes!! Yes!! I love this. I'm sure you've heard Taylor Mali's "What teachers do" if not look it up on YouTube. You'll love it. But this is one of my favorites!! Check out my latest one trading 2morrow and let me know what you think?
Andresen Avatar
January 24, 2014 at 2:29 PM
- In good times and bad ..... Life is not a bed of roses .... Love is great. - A good poem Nicole, well written. - Have a enjoyable weekend, enjoy! - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Rodriguez Avatar
January 24, 2014 at 4:34 PM
Thanks for the feedback. You have a great weekend as well. xoxo-Nicole
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