Just a Thought

Exposing the unacknowledged intellection of the inflicted Delving in the presence of delinquent attempts I wonder if too little too late leaves real emotion exempt We are often forced to see the reality of our actions Selfish satisfaction in an exchange for a pocket containing emptiness Heavy moods to suffocate suppressed notions that you are disgraced Its time to own up to faults; all the pessimistic thoughts embraced I just wonder if I will ever find my way back to the very beginning There is clarity, but only momentarily for the positive reaction Then I dream in colors to vivid to place on pages in black and white I could show you what I see if your eyes could handle the sight Defensive tactics though often leave the mind in never ending contraction Divinity segregates and negates the perceptions of fate I wish I could absorb the commitment between a little deeper Let it set in gold, instead of metals that are often cheaper Disrespecting the value of coveted connexion Its better to open your eyes but remain tight lipped The interruption causes explosions of frustration I see mood cycle abruptly between suicidal and elation And all I want is to understand.