Just a Sad Line

Do you know, whats happening to me? Will you go, or are you causing this calamity? No I don't want to fall, down into the light. No one hears my call, no one's in sight. I swallow your tears, and slowly drown. All these painful years, pushing me down. So many times, I've wasted away. So many rhymes, helping me today. I'm watching my life, on the big screen. I'll drop the knife, and show them what I mean. I've never learned, a God damned thing. Though the love I've yearned, helped me to sing. Just a sad line, just making my way. I'll be fine, if only you stay. Just gather around, and hope you don't cry. In her tears I've drowned, but I cannot die. And if you get to heaven, I'll be waiting here. I'll not lose you again, I'll not fall another tear. Turn away, for this is my end. I'll say goodbye today, to you my friend... I'm counting down solemnly, I don't wish to go. Do not forget me, you love I'll always know. But the hardest part, is leaving you. You'll have my heart, whatever we'll go through. What is the meaning, of your sorrowful keening? I am the silohuette, guiding your ways. Am I the regret, living with the rest of your days? So long, and good night. I hear your song, through the light. Well when I go, don't think too much. Did you know, the last time our lips touch? If I fell, would you be there? Could you tell, how much I did care?