Judging Me Without My Influence

I was friends with a selfish liar pathological habit of desire lying when there was no reason low on friends he chose treason A football team our social scene players, friends & every family including people who act mean his brother & another nasty believing each lie he spoke as each lie made me look bad makes them feel a bigger bloke happiest seeing others sad known all 3 since we were kids as adults they grew insecure imagination feeds their ego making up rules keeping score 1 used banter, very feeble jokes of prepubescent people blatant blunt very simple insults there is no need for & if you didn’t laugh away he’d say you don’t understand all to win this game he’d play as it’s humour I can’t stand the brother grew hateful & bitter self obsessed & paranoid short unnoticed & feeling lesser the unpleasant sort most avoid over emotional problem starter outbursts of anger & lost control but when called out a tearful figure unaccountable victims can’t be told & then there was the blagger lying always too clever to be wrong making excuses dodging fire guess who he’d place the blame on so I abandoned all in sight the football team & social life that’s when rumours all took flight I’d lost my mind & wasn’t right Gone to get my head back straight so nobody tried to contact me I’d come back once I feel great for the attention apparently Six months go by, I’ve moved on when contacted by the group who tell me I have got it wrong said my ex mates out the loop people think they know my ex mates & I don’t now my head’s confused the first time ever I say straight to be universally refused not one person believed my words they seem to think I don’t do truth opinions formed from what’s been heard convinced they know what has occurred So though this is my situation I’m irrelevant to what people think the ignorance unbearable lost my mind to drugs & drink insulting assumptions I receive when I speak I’m not believed thinking I’m on temporary leave to comeback for my limelight feed & they really think I am confused & the one who misses humour they’re so rude & have no clue judging me on a rumour so I tell them I’ve had enough they never asked me where I was & now I talk they think I bluff so I speak directly using curse you judge me with me unimportant so I don’t think that you’re important you clearly don’t know me okay watch the talker not what they say