Judgement

Teeth and nail snarl! Dirty colours coat the walls from outside And in, not needing a reaction of shock But the awe; the awe Stains, and each sordid muscle, spasms and strains, to just reach "Don’t disturb!" soaks the strip of cloth And the sweat; the sweat screams out DON’T judge! Who are you with your mocking eyes I have screamed to the gods For, an uncanny forgiveness And not hearing, have been maimed Inside and out My hands reaching, and crying to just touch To just touch For a moment! Only a delicate moment Could I believe… Just believe There is something, beyond all this! I have screamed! Demanded silently Make me believe Make me look up and believe But the sun hid my shadows Of deep darkness And you, you call me wrong Unstable….but!