"journey of Change"

I'm taking a journey of change, packing the thoughts I must rearrange, the schedule tells me it's time to go, how long it will take me, I just don't know- Stuck in this rut since I don't know when, I just know that it started before I was ten- All the bad things and unpleasant thoughts, create a drear shadow on the goodness I sought- Without slowing down I steer straight ahead, and seek to get better, before I am dead!