Joshua

You blamed me For how things ended Never taking responsibility for your part After we parted your behavior turned rancid sex with strangers, drugs and anger Now you are getting married to someone you have dated for 2 months Even though we were together for 5 years You got angry with me, when I asked you to marry me Even if I wanted to be with you again After the things you did It justified the end Never again will I hold you close Always a spot in my heart I will hold for you But you will never have the whole It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do To say good-bye to the one that i still loved I was more lonely being with you Then I ever was without you Im better without your poison within me It hurt, but I will heal For you are the one who lost, and you can never have it again