I'Ve Done It Again

Why did I cut today, will my pain ever go away. I have hundreds of cuts, all done with my eyes shut. I want to live to see tomorrow, so I ask for more time to borrow. What will my kids think of me, if today I set my spirt free. I still have so much to do, but my years, are so very few. If again, I ever go back to jail, I know it will be my last nail. Why has my life been so tragic, I wish I could make it all go away like magic. I must forget about the past forever. so no more of my vains will I sever.