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It's Up To Me

They tell me when things are done,
But it’s up to me — I’ll take my time;
This control makes me want to run,
It’s up to me — and that’s no crime.
They decide where I must go,
But it’s up to me — I choose my way;
I’ll show them now, I’m set to grow,
It’s up to me — I will not sway.
They say they know it all so well,
But it’s up to me — I can decide;
If I am wrong, I’ll take the fall,
It’s up to me — at least I tried.
They all say I must obey,
But it’s up to me — I will not cave;
No one can make me stay,
It’s up to me — I’m not their slave.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Dright Avatar
July 28, 2026 at 5:18 PM
Wow! I read it first, and then I saw the part where it said listen to poem and oh wow! It was so soft and angelic. Beautifully sang!!! The guitar playing along with the singing took this to a whole nother level! So Inspiring!
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
July 28, 2026 at 5:44 PM
Thank you Colette, I have been amazed how music has given my words that extra depth.
Evans Avatar
June 14, 2026 at 12:16 AM
I felt this one. “If I am wrong, I’ll take the fall, it's up to me - at least I tried” — that line is so honest. You captured that fight to choose your own path really well.
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
June 14, 2026 at 2:39 AM
Thank you for your lovely comments.
Gauthier Avatar
June 11, 2026 at 6:10 PM
Lovely poem and the audio is charming ~
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
June 11, 2026 at 11:48 PM
Thank you
Goldsmith Avatar
June 10, 2026 at 3:55 PM
"It's Up To Me" is a powerful write. Great Ending... Enjoy your day writing away...................
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
June 10, 2026 at 6:50 PM
It invokes a feeling of control when sometimes you feel you have none. May all your muses give you beautiful words to write.
Rodgers Avatar
June 9, 2026 at 1:35 PM
Dear Alison, I saw your blog and decided to come by to read some of your poetry and your heart's expressions. I loved the song; however, it is the words that carry the impact, and it is up to you, and you should never cave to those things that go against your values. Love Reading! Blessings, Daniel
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
June 9, 2026 at 2:33 PM
Thank you Daniel. Your words are much appreciated.
De Beaulieu Avatar
June 9, 2026 at 10:29 AM
Hello alison smith, Yes it is up to you. it is nice to meet you. Enjoyed the poem. /Darlene/
De Beaulieu Avatar
June 9, 2026 at 3:05 PM
Hello Alison, Your welcome. Yes we do have the final say. Enjoy your evening my friend. /Darlene/
Smith nee Howarth Avatar
June 9, 2026 at 2:32 PM
Thank you - sometimes we have to remember we have the final say.
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