It's Sad
Its sad
Its sad when all of the emotions you feel inside
You cant cant put into words no matter how hard you try
Everytime you try you become tongue tied
Its sad that everyone around you thinks you’re fine
When you can feel yourself leaking of all the emotions you’re pushing to the side
Its sad when you can feel yourself slowly slipping from who you once were
Its sad that you are such a great actor that your emotions slip from you…
Leaving you numb
Its sad when you’ll all of a sudden become overwhelmed
Overwhelmed with thoughts of harming yourself or someone else
With thoughts of not being enough
With thoughts of just disappearing
With thoughts of if your favorite person hates you or is using you
Or that you’re just not good enough of them
Or anyone
It’s sad that everytime you look in the mirror you can’t stand looking at the person staring right back at you
You just see a hideous creature
Its sad that at any inconvenience you resort in damaging yourself
Rather it be slashing at your thighs and wrist
Or doing drugs and drinking
Its sad that looking at those scars is just a constant reminder of how much of a screw up you are
Its truly sad watching your life just slip from under your fingertips
Slowly losing interest in things you used to love to do
Slowly losing all your friends
It honestly sad when you can’t be happy
When there is nothing wrong
You’re completely fine
It’s so sad watching your life fade
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