It's Only So Much I Had To Let You Go

LONLY NIGHTS THOURGH THE FUSS AND FIGHTS YOU MADE ME GIVE UP MY LIFE MY FAMILY TOLD ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE BUT STILL I ASSIST TO GIVE YOU MY HOME YOU SAID YOU WILL STOP YOU SAID YOU WILL KILL BUT I ASSIST ON TAKEN YOU AS A JOKE MY LIFE BECAME A COMPLETE RECK CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY? I GAVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED LOVE CARE AND PASSION BUT YOU TOKE IT AND BEAT ME , I TRIED TO LET GO SEEN LIKE TO ME MY LOVE JUST GOT DEEP I NEEDED ATTENTION YOU GAVE IT TO ME WHEN NO ONE WANTED TO BE THERE FOR ME TO LISTEN YOU ALL WAYS COMFORT ME AND SAID {"BABY DON'T LISTEN TO WHAT THE OUTSIDE TELL YOU" THEY DON'T NO ABOUT WHAT WE DO} SO I SWICH UP ON YOU I TOKE THE RING OFF YOU CONTINUED TO BEAT ON ME AND I CONTINUED TO STAY SO I TRIED TO LET YOU GO YOU CONTINUED TO BEG ME AND I CONTINUED TO LET YOU TAKE ME DOWN BUT: "I KNOW ONE THING THAT I'LL NEVER LET YOU TAKE MY PRIDE AND JOY" I ALL WAYS SAID, "WHEN YOU BEAT ME TO DEATH WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH OUT ME?" YOU STEADY SAY, "I WANT BEAT YOU TO DEATH, I'LL KILL MYSELF BEFORE I GO THAT FAR" NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD BE ENDING MY LIFE SO SHORT THINKING I SHOULD ASK MYSELF " WHAT AM I GOING TO DO NOW THAT I BEAT YOU TO DEATH"