It's Now Who I Am

Chase the sun in it's arc. 
East to West, avoid the dark. 
No matter the amount of light I keep, 
my own darkness from within seeps. 
To stain the brief respite I find, 
deep inside my poetic mind. 
From my thoughts to hand to pen, 
onto  paper, then rewrite again. 
Each revision a shade more grey, 
all the colors bled away. 
From a wound that refuses to heal, 
taking with it my ability to feel, 
anything but real anger towards ,
the world in general and what it affords. 
At those times it's not me in print, 
it's these eleven years in pain spent. 
Pretending that I give a dang, 
there are no apologies, it's now who I am
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Suzadail Jr. Avatar
June 23, 2011 at 3:19 PM
Never need to apologize for being you. Vince
Brown Avatar
June 10, 2011 at 6:32 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Paula. It is an honor to be on the list with you this week. May you find the inspiration to keep you writing. Love, Carol
Suzadail Jr. Avatar
June 9, 2011 at 9:56 AM
Congrats Paula on your poetry being featured this week. Vince
Mehta Avatar
June 7, 2011 at 9:04 AM
My congratulations on your poem being featured this week, Paula
Brumley Avatar
June 6, 2011 at 8:28 AM
You are who you are as you always have been:) Congrats on you poem being featured this week Paula.
Sweetheart Avatar
June 5, 2011 at 5:46 PM
Congrats Paula on your featured poem this week on PS.. a magnificent write to share with us all my friend with luv...
Orozco Avatar
January 25, 2010 at 5:17 PM
Beautiful piece1
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