It's Not Depression

I forgot what it's like to laugh To laugh and be in a moment I forgot what it's like to smile And be filled with genuine happiness Is it just me or do you notice it? My eyes dont shine as birght no more My skin has lost it's beauty And can't recall how it looked before No I'm not depressed And I refuse to believe I am I've just been going through some things And no one ever tries to understand How dare you try to judge me!? And say I lack attention Hey, maybe I do But I'm unbothered by your opinion