It's Not Alright

When I wake up
Are my memories
Memories I wish I could undo or redo 
And get it right the second around
When someone ask me if I'm alright I say yes
But on the inside I'm yelling it's not alright
It no excuse for things I did or going to do
I just want to know why everyone always told me 
Everything is going to be alright
Cause it sure doesn't feel alright 
I turn into a horrible mother
I turn into a cancer chick no one wants 
I lay awake and wonder why did everyone always tell me 
That it's going to be alright 
Lord help me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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