It's Me Who Always Feel

I have open my eyes in Father's lap, he used to clap when I cry. His powerful grip Hold me, when I get slip. His enthusiast towards me make me ecstatic and I always feel fantastic. After a while when I was just six months old, he left my hands and I used to say if I can have some more memories with that man. In a second I got thrill, that moment kill. As life goes on, I started living for the end, that beautiful smile got hidden and I cannot be knitten. Suddenly everything get lost from my hands, it seems everything in this world is a vain. Day by day I started hating this world then I got help from the words, that gives a cold blow to this burning heart which get hurt from every part. Slowly I fall in love with these words, hopefully this is a fate which gives me a new awake.