It's hard

It's hard to act like You don't care When your heart truly wants to hug him tight and wide It's hard to look in his eyes Which once shine like sun It's really hard to act like strangers While crossing the path It's hard to see his face and say I still love you Please don't leave me alone Let's clear our misunderstanding and be together forever It's really hard to touch his hand again Which once touch by others But still your heart scream loudly I know you still love him and want to be with him forever It's really hard to see hatred in his eyes When you love him from all your heart and even ready to sacrifices everything for his happiness Its really hard to say that I never betrayed him all I did was to love him It's really hard to say that he was the first person of my life Who is literally young with full of arrogance