It's a Part of Me

It's a part of me, 
A burgeoning hole in my heart, 
Whose cause I know not. 
A special kind of misery
Made especially for me. 
Is life truly a worth of my time? 
Or is it but a dream? I know not.
Forever seems like an eternity;
And I only want to be a part of mortality. 

Shaken up inside out, 
Like a fizzy beverage, 
When opened, it rushes out, onto your face
So am I just the same, 
Rushing by with time. 
For time is so short, 
And hopes are but a thought, 
It heeds not one's call, 
And if is missed, it's entirely your fault.

For sorrow has become my second name, 
Even when I'm unaware, it's still there
And so I count upon myself, 
To make me not torment oneself, 
I've learned to let go;
And become the embodiment of my dreams
For surely they'd make me be, 
A better someone and something
Who I can love to have been.. 

My sister would tell me anxiety is like a sea, 
It tramples over the shores of your being. 
Deteriorating all in its path, 
A drug that's not good for me. 
So I've come to learn, 
To promise myself to earn, 
A treasure of peace and love, 
From being a comrade in arms, 
Not avoiding or fleeing away, when at sight
But caress it and accept it be
For it is but a part of me.. 


14/11/20
It's a part of me - Life and the perceptions and philosophies you hold Poetry Contest
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Roper Avatar
November 17, 2020 at 4:13 PM
Congratulations on your win in Silent One's contest, Carmael, Sunshine is right we try to be strong and it helps. Hugs Eve
William  Avatar
November 18, 2020 at 2:36 AM
It's true eve.. Thank u :)
Andresen Avatar
November 17, 2020 at 12:25 PM
- Anxiety ... a terrible feeling ... I have "swum in that sea" ... a "bad consolation" but you learn to live with it ... remember you are "stronger than the anxiety" ... it must never be allowed to win, Carmael - Congratulations on your 1st place in the contest :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
William  Avatar
November 18, 2020 at 2:35 AM
I will learn to overcome it.. Thank u
One Avatar
November 17, 2020 at 9:55 AM
A deeply emotive poem and sometimes somethings, like anxiety live with us and sadly become a part of us.. Congratulations on your first place in the contest..
William  Avatar
November 18, 2020 at 2:35 AM
Thank u so much ??
Seeker Avatar
November 14, 2020 at 7:29 AM
Wow! Superb!
William  Avatar
November 14, 2020 at 10:11 PM
Thank u :)
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