It Stared Long Ago

a few minutes in silence : a few minutes alone how funny it is I every thing remember well how strong I have gotten from all those deep dark year's I know a million secrets I will never tell back in the day every detail pushed me further away with details so Scarry i wanted to take revenge on so many people in so many ways i have forgiven those who made me this way I am proud of all those moments it made me who I am today a few minutes in silence : a few minutes alone it all started long ago with dark secrets that should stay hidden 5 million miles away all I want to say I'm proud of those who pushed me in every dark hole so let me say this is me today I'm hard wired to the bone , I'm picking up every stone buildings my self control some days I'm friendly , some days I'm not friendly at all i have mood swings and I have to keep a shared axe just incase I have to chop up bridge's and burn it to the ground pedal to the metal full speed ahead not going to stop time is of the essence and if you want to get on board I'm not stopping you will have to jump and hold on tight for me to help you on board its all or nothing I know some day someone will come along and slow down this train it all started long ago