It Never Came

I was a strong warrior beyond length In the hands of certainty and strength Refrain from draining my train of thought My brain is remaining sane like I have sought...like I have fought...but, insanity zips on by with the stamina it got and left me distraught.. My heart cannot take it anymore… Everlasting love never came to save me… From the oblivion of its inner core Neverending thoughts I think of sinks deeply… Oh, breathe into me to the extreme Life is a rather strange, beautiful dream Always remember you are precious Always remember you are gracious I was a strong leader, But now I am a follower I am mixed up and confused While you are upright and amused Everlasting love never came into my existence Everlasting love never came into my presence It never came and my hatred remains the same I wish my hate I conjured up inside would leave me alone and play some other game… Tame my extraterrestrial soul of solemn shame Hoarding this hopeless happiness I feel and I am not to blame… Everlasting love never came to rescue me eternally The sky is painted maroon for you and I oh so suddenly You tell me I am in the wrong Well, look at yourself in the mirror Perfection is just a lullaby song We, as humans, are filled with error But, I am trying my best to be the best in my standards I ain't looking at your approval to release my muse birds I need Your light of might to bring me higher than my bottomless lows I take out the weeds from my mind's eye and Your brightness glows Poetry is intertwined in my veins of vivaciousness It is a pleasure beyond measure that is precious Hear me out in the dead of night...I am the silence, screaming in your elegant ears My heart is beating with fright...I have been waiting for Your deliverance for many years Everlasting love never came into my existence Everlasting love never came into my presence It never came...it never came...it never came.... You were only feeling for game...it is a shame...and you are the one to blame and it will remain the same...my hate burns on like a flame and your so-called love is not tame