It Is Hard To Turn the Page

it is hard to turn the page when you want to go back to a time when everybody you loved f from a Special Place in your heart was alive however, i try everyday, i lie i try to be....the guy i end up asking....'oh why' it is hard to turn the page when you want to run up a steep hill just to go on with your plan to tumble down and hopefully break Your Crown however, i try everyday, i lie i just curl myself in a ball.....and sigh i end up wanting to say.....'bye bye' it is hard to turn the page when you want to build a time machine with no blueprint, only blues, and with no skill even microscopically apparent however, i try i am the coyote always losing.....no tie i just want to go deep in the woods somewhere.....and drink lye i end up getting all timid.....and shy