It Is As Always

It is as I have always felt it to be Empty I am invisible to you I wonder who am I then...to you Can you not see me ? Can you not feel me ? All this time I have been invisible My words are in vain My actions are futile You make me feel insecure You make me feel less than what I know to be It is as I have always felt it to be I cover it up I ignore it Denial is my best friend somedays It is as I have always felt it to be I know you love me but you can't possibly be In love with me if you would be then you would know how to love me