It Is All Because of You

just you, you once again roam in my mind. I called you father everyday only because I could. but now let me see if you still remember, I was only 9 years, so defenceless and tender, you called me names and yelled so loud that I couldn't hear myself think, you told me that you never wanted to see me again, it is all because of you that today I don't have a father. It is all because of you that my brother went to jail. what kind of a father would abandon their child on the street? it was all because of you that my sister fell pregnant, she was only 14 and you never paid her school fees. I still remember the days you would live me for days without food. I had to learn how to become a chef, and every time I look at those scares I burnt myself hate rules all over me. it is all because of you that I found solace in a pen and a paper. just as I write this down, I am not afraid to say "it is all because of you that my brother found solace in art, I never understood the reason why his art always had the statement, ' I blame my father!', but now I know why. It is all because of you that my sister found solace in music, when her tears shot down like bullets, the pain penetrated in my heart, I could feel my little heart bleeding, every time she sang because her voice was filled with sorrow. let me not blame you much, but it was all because of you that my mother always wept. she failed to pull up a smile on her face. it is all because of you that day that I fell in love with poet. THAT MAKES IT THE ONLY ARWARD I CAN GIVE TO YOU. since now that my brother loves art, my sister love singing, that my mother is always happy and I am still proud to be her defenceless soul. it is all because of you that we all learnt how to move on.