It Hurts

I keep trying to tell my self I love you but it almost makes me cry when I try to say it It hurts, my love for you hurts You have let me down Turned your back and left But I could never speak the words "I hate you." The tears I cry are from the pain you make me fell I can't stand the things you do You've made me fell like nothing But in the end I know I would be lost with out you. I try to tell myself I hate you I try to say I'm better off without you But in the end I still hurt My heart, body, and soul hurt.