It Feels So Awful Today

I hope you'll find that someone who can make you smile that someone who can give you all the time you want someone who can make you feel complete that someone who won't make you feel like sh!t. I hope you'll find that someone who makes you feel alive someone with whom you could spend the rest of your life someone that will make you feel secure I hope you'll find that someone sometime, very soon. I hope you'll find that *perfect timing* I hope you'll have no fear to fight I hope you'll pick from them the best I hope they'll love your wicked heart. But I still can't hide you that I'm missing you and missing you - Oh, it feels so awful today.. and I guess that's the reason why I'm watching old movies every - eff!n'- day. And here I'll be, again writing this to you hoping that, maybe you'll be remembering me too... I'll light a cigarette and lay under the sky trying to stay awake (away) but don't you ask me why. Because, since then everything has changed and if you know me you know that there's no second chances today is just a glimpse, a sneak-peak in the past is your heart still beating? mine is beating too fast.