Is This Goodbye Forever?

Is this goodbye forever? Soon you’ll set off on your new endeavor And I will be here Sitting and waiting For the day you’ll come home But don’t worry about me baby Ill be fine. I try to tell myself that this is good for you And I know it is But I feel left out Pushed to the side I can’t help but feel this way The days are long The nights drag on One day Then two I don’t see you I remain faithful As I hope you do I create my calendar Solemnly around you Waiting for the day You will want to be with me No one else Just me Don’t worry I see your efforts Sometimes I just don’t feel them Yet I know If this is meant to be Indeed it will So I will rest Upon that thought Upon your beauty And your word So if this is goodbye forever It is now me Who shall set off on her new endeavor.