Is It Alright

In day's doom, when times maroon; In night's gloom, when darkness looms; I need you to hold me tight and whisper "it's alright" Mirror lies and shadow equivocates, they tell me i'm alive, yet,i feel dead and now my only wish ! to bury in your arms Yes,once I'd pushed you away, to hide from this world somewhere safe, deep inside my head Maybe I was not strong enough But darling,can you believe, how my instincts deceived ! when,the day i left, all that time running away from myself and days and months and years for all the calls, i didn't pick for all the birthdays i didn't wish for all your ailing days when i was not around to hold you in my arms Please forgive me, I aplogize and one day if you find me home unannounced! please hold me tight and whisper "It's ok. It's alright"